Who knew diet food could taste like this?!

So normally when I start eating healthy I start feeling so deprived! I mean really, food tends to be bland.  I had the concept that if it tasted good, I probably couldn't or really shouldn't eat it. However I started researching some sites for gluten free and paleo diet approved recipes.  Mainly because Lazy was telling me that she has been receiving notes from people asking about recipes.  I was AMAZED when I started looking through some of them. I have to say I really like the site Paleo Diet Lifestyle.  The recipes on there seemed so unreal.  I already linked a few from this site, the Zucchini Cakes and the Pesto Mashed Potatoes.  Holy moly! I was looking at these pictures like...no way.  There is NO WAY these things are paleo approved! They look way way too delicious.  So I had to try them out. I invited the BF over for dinner, I had originally convinced him to go to the gym with me, but I got so hungry that I changed it to me cooking some new recipes (always a scary thought) and us eating a nice healthy dinner at home.  

I started out my adventure at Whole Foods.  Why go to all the trouble of eating 100% paleo with these recipes and not doing organic.  At least this time.  That and there were some things I wasn't sure I would be able to pick up at Safeway (although their organic food and gluten free selection is growing).  One of my new favorite finds is Ghee.  Its a butter that is acceptable on the Paleo Diet.  What?! Butter?! NO WAY! And let me tell you its tastes just fine. I had almost all the ingredients when the BF showed up at whole foods.  Perfect.  Just in time for my internal debate and struggle on which type of flour to buy.  The recipe called for Almond flower, but they were out.  Now I had to think about and pick from about 14 other types of flower that were all approved.  On a side note- I would really like to think that the reason Whole Foods was out of Almond Flour was because so many of you amazing fans read our blog and just had to run out and try this recipe as well.  I settled on Hazelnut Flour, I figured it was a nut and I like hazelnut, so hopefully the texture and taste would be okay with the recipe.  

Shredding Zucchini

potatoes cooking

I got home and started preparing everything.  I really am not that great of a cook, I fake it well though.  I really only know how to cook 3 or 4 things, I just rotate them and hope the people in my life do not get too bored with their food options.  After this let's make that 5-6 things I can make. These recipes were so easy! I started off with the zucchini cakes as I felt they would take the most time.  I shredded the zucchini and added the salt and let it sit as instructed.  While that was sitting I peeled and cut up the potatoes and got them in the boiling water to soften them up.   I switched over to the chicken, threw some seasoning, garlic into a bag and mixed it all up with the chicken.  That was going to get to sit for a bit to marinate. Had I been more prepared I would have started the chicken marinating hours prior. 

ready to de-water

Back to the zucchini.  I had to squeeze all the water out...Umm have you ever done this?! The recipe said I would be shocked by how much water came out. NO JOKE.  It was an endless supply of water! That got transferred back into the bowl once it was de-watered, and the final ingredients were added into the mix.  Back to the potatoes where I drained them.  Adding the Ghee and garlic into the pot to melt and infuse with each other.  Oil into another pan for the chicken. Lastly some ghee into a third pan for the zucchini.  I made the patties out of the zucchini mixture and once the ghee was melted and coating the pan, I threw some in.  Chicken on, then potatoes back into their pan and mashed.  I added the pesto into the potatoes, flipped the zucchini and then flipped the chicken. (Aren't you loving my play by play, hey I'm really impressed with my skills on this one okay?) A little coconut milk to make the potatoes fluffy. Zucchini cakes out of pan, next batch in.  Eventually I had everything done and the BF and I sat down to eat. 

Zucchini cakes in the pan

I was nervous.  Other than the chicken this was all relatively new to me.  Sure I have made mashed potatoes before but they normally include mass amounts of cheese and butter and sour cream and sometimes even cream cheese. No way these could taste good.  Yet...they were amazing.  I scarfed them down.  I waited for the BF to try the zucchini cakes.  Now zucchini is a new like to me in the last couple years.  I really did not care for the taste before then.  I wasn't so sure if I would like this or not.  He liked it, that was a good sign.  I tried them and they were so good I couldn't wait to go get another cake.  All that I could think about was how good this food was, and how I was somehow getting away with something for eating it all. I had seconds of the zucchini and the potatoes.  I ate a huge breast of chicken.  I was so mad at myself for overeating yet again.  I mean I just got back down after my last over eating attack at the Mexican restaurant.  This was going to be bad for both me and my waist line.  Yet the next more I had still lost a pound! NO WAY.  Delicious food, and a lot of it, and I can still lose weight?! This paleo diet really isn't going to be as hard as I thought to maintain.  

Some things I figured out while making these....The potatoes could have used more garlic.  I will be doubling it next time I make them. Also, there is so much importance to getting the water out of the zucchini.  I didn't get as much out as I probably could have and they did not cook up as much as in the picture from the recipe.  They fell apart easily as well.  I have made these again (last night with the help of my niece) and they came out so much better.   I added a bit more flower, and had M squeeze as much water as she could out.  

Finished Pesto Mashed Potatoes

Finished Zucchini Cakes

Paleo Diet Approved Meal

If you're looking for a great gluten free meal or a great paleo diet meal, this is it! I def will not combine the potatoes and the zucchini into one meal again (both were pretty rich) but I now know they are good! Try them out! Let me know how you like them, or any alterations you made to the recipes! 

Goodbye Cleanse.

Contender #1: Lazy Ass

Weight: 140 lbs

Last Week's Weight: ??

Starting Weight: 150 lbs

Loss this week: ??

Total Loss: 10 lbs

Goal: 125 (pounds to go: 15)

Contender #2: Fatty

Weight: 158 lbs (Hello plateau.)

Last Week's Weight: 158

Starting Weight: 170 lbs

Loss this week: 0

Total Loss: 12 lbs

Goal: 135 (pounds to go: 23)

Wow first month down already?! Time has seriously flown by.  I feel pretty good.  Want to know how I know I'm feeling good? Because I did a little indulging and I felt sick! So sick.  That means the cleanse has worked.  I have all the bad stuff out of my system and now when I taste it, my body rejects it. I am on the right track with everything! Weight wise I am not where I had hoped to be but I am still making progress. I have been running pretty much ever day in training for the half marathon that is in just a few weeks.  Both Lazy and I have put some weight back on, I am hoping it is mostly because of the exercise and increased muscle.  However we have still made a lot of progress! 

Last night we spent time playing outside with the kids.  The kids rode their bikes, scooters, quads (we ran after them and chased balls down the street). Then we went inside for dinner.  My niece and I made the zucchini cakes from the recipe I shared.  This was my second time making them, and they turned out better than the first time! It was so great to be able to cook healthy with her.  This is why I want to change my lifestyle so badly, not just so I become healthy and lose weight, but so my daughter and niece and nephew see me making smart decisions and learning how to make them as well.  It was also great having an assistant that could help out, you know like squeezing all the water out of the zucchini, hey it feels all icky when I do it...why not let the kid "help"?  We sat down as a family, the kids ate (well M and H ate, my little decided that running around was more fun. Her loss, this was a great meal!)  We enjoyed chicken, zucchini cakes, and steamed veggies.  It was a great day. One of my favorite days in fact. 

I've joined some weight loss forums lately just to try to see what others are doing, and see if I can connect with others who are doing or have done a paleo diet and/or gluten free diet.  What I have come to realize is that I am so lucky to have a partner to help me stay on track and motivated.  Not only do I have Lazy Ass, but I have a really amazing BF that helps keep me on track.  When I get a craving, like that oreo cookie cake thing at chills the other night, he convinced me I really didn't want it, even though I kept telling him I did.  In the end I would have regretted it, and he knew it.  So my big suggestion this week for anyone who is working on this resolution of weight loss/ healthy lifestyle etc, find a friend/family member anyone to do it with you or at least support you in it.  It makes such a difference!

weigh ins and a scale on strike

tomorrow is weigh in day. the problem? my scale is broken. every time i step on it, it says Err. i've taken this to mean one of two things a) i've lost so much weight my scale has freaked out and is out celebrating or 2) i've gained all the weight back and my scale has given up hope. i really hope it's the first and it will be back in a few days with a nasty hangover causing it to leave off some extra digits.

i have not been perfect in this journey. for some reason, i can't find the will power to say no as i was once able to. i have learned a big reason why it's so much harder for me this time though. i'm getting up really early to get a cranky kindergartener and a defiant toddler ready to leave the house within 3 mins of school starting. i then have to take the toddler to his grandfather's house only to rush back and put on a decent pair of clothes and jet off to help in the kindergartener's class. after helping, i head to pick up the toddler who is now ready for a nap even though we have to go get his sister in an hour so i'm seriously entertaining him to keep him awake. after picking up the big, i have to make lunches then nap both of them. at this point, i've had an insane amount of coffee and my stomach is on the verge of a boycott and i'm using the last bit of energy to throw in a load of laundry and straighten up for round two. they wake up cranky and demanding to be held as i'm getting them ready for afternoon activities. by 5 pm, i'm starving and we're rarely home at that point. my choices for food are narrowed and my inhibitions are lowered. i need food. any food. i would eat cat food at that point. i cave and eat something mildly okay then have horrible guilt and end up eating some crap food later on swearing i'll do better the next day. realistically, it never happens that way. i'm on a vicious rinse/repeat cycle swearing the next day will be different.

i'm starting to come up with a solid plan though. i need to wake up earlier and force myself to eat. before i hit the on switch for the coffee pot, something better be cooking. when i pack the kids lunches, i will make extra baggies of approved snacks for me to carry along, even if its just to get me to my next meal. i will make sure we come home for dinner, even if it means preparing extra snacks to hold the kids over until we get home. i wish i had come up with this plan sooner. i wish i could walk away from this saying 'i did it! i accomplished something!' but i honestly don't feel like i did. for this reason, i'm going to continue on with the program for an extra month. i will celebrate what i did manage to do at the end of this month. i will enjoy a burger but maybe skip the bun. i will praise my efforts more and be a little less hard on myself. i will not cave to the feeling of 'oh, i already failed, what difference does it make.' i look at my partner in crime (Fatty) and am amazed at how well she has stuck to this. her will power and desire to change her life is amazing. she is going to be my role model for the upcoming months.

oh, and i will also attempt to do that exercising thing.... ugh. wish me luck.